I HATE MYSELF!!! Just when I'm getting my second day done I go and ruin it all with a binge. I can't stand it! It feels like I'm gonna fail no matter what. Tomorrow I'm gonna be up with my dad's family and I just know that there will be eating there, at the very least I can stave off all eating until then, but still it's not like they are the healthiest eaters... but at least they aren't too bad I guess.
I need to do a better fast, or at least a good week of heavy restricting. I think sunday I'll do a one-day fast and then restrict like crazy. That shouldn't be too stupifying difficult for me, seeing as a two day fast seems beyond me.
God I feel like such a fat-ass for today.