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Yeah I don't even wanna talk too much about the food today. The only thing that kept me relatively sane today was the fact that I knew ahead of time that today I would be eating. So I'm gonna fast tomorrow and monday till wednesday will be heavy restricting. I just gotta get my weight down. It's the only thing that really matters. The thing that really sucks is that I'm more concerned with my weight and what I eat than I am with my school work... and it's starting to show big time. Well that's also due to all the crazy right now. Next semester will be better. Both grade and food wise.