Today went well, fixed my screw up not so much yesterday but today definately. Yesterday I went most of the day with diet drinks and no food until dinner when I had to eat veal (ugh not just meat but baby cow). And somehow I lost a pound from that, not sure how but no complaint here.
Today I was able to go through the day on diet coke, diet amp, cigarettes, and headache pills. I'm hoping that with this I see a bit of change in my weight. I made a promise today to a friend that I woudn't cut, and since I cut in response to eating that means tonight no new slices will be going on my arm or leg.
I also took a few assessment tests yesterday and it turns out that according to them I either have or am at great risk of having an eating disorder, OCD, and anxiety... Go figure, kinda par for the course.
3 comments:
Hey, if you promised not to cut, you just promised not to eat, right? Perfect thinspo right there. Good job today. Keep it up!
Do you take headache pills during a fast because you get a headache from not eating or is there some hidden power in headache pills that i don't know about?
Nah I take headache pills due to my normal chronic migraines. On the plus side it makes me like 2-D from gorillaz.. Only with green hair and not as tall or thin... So in some small way I'm nothing like 2-D
*Hug*
Good luck with not cutting. =)
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