So I found out my mom's birthday was on Wednesday (I'm terrible with birthdays), so we had to go out to eat for her birthday. I allowed for it figuring that I would be OK with one day's slip.
Next day was my aunt's funeral. There was a dinner after that mom said she didn't want to go to, great thought I, No eating yay. Wrong. After the funeral off we went to a diner. Ugh
Unfortunately with both I need to eat "normal" in front of my mom who has in the past accused me of being anorexic. So I ate my normal meal with her, like a normal person. Every bite killed me. I wanted to cut it into tiny pieces, I wanted to throw it away. I managed to eat half of each meal at least, and then promptly forgot to take it home with me (oops).
Weigh in today at 151. Great. I got fatter. Well make up for it with a better today right? Right.
1 can of chicken noodle soup - 220 cal
2 cups of coffee with almond milk - 60 Cal
Better, much better. Under 500 is great, 0 is best but Oh well. We will find out tomorrow how well it worked.