Friday, November 5, 2010

Hard to start

So I did pretty well today until I got home, then I got stuck with dinner with my roommate J and D. I had a sandwich. Though I felt the effects of it right away, and it just felt awful, so my current plan was to hop out to get what I need for the Kekwick diet but I'm not so sure I'll be able to right away, so I may need to hold off until tomorrow to get the diet stuffs... I wish it weren't so hard. Also last week W noticed my arm full of cuts, but he just brushed it off so I'm not sure what he thinks puts those cuts there but he doesn't seem worried which mean he doesn't suspect me... which is good.


Gossamer said...

At least it was only a sandwich :) And your diet should get rid of alllll that bad feeling <3

AnasVballBoy said...

That's something that I'm worried about too...I haven't cut in a while, but I have lots of scars and I'm always scared to tell guys about them. I don't know how they'll react and I don't want to risk losing them because they think I lied to them. Hopefully W is understanding :) I'm sorry to sound stupid but whats the Kekwick diet? I want to do anything to lose fifteen pounds by christmas

Vampire said...

I miss you <3