crazy world

The world is going crazy, my life is going crazier, and it feels like I'm going craziest. I've been having a mix of days, eating a bit some days, nothing at all others, then sometimes a ton. No purging at all, not really a binge though... I don't going rummaging around looking for food... thankfully. My weight has mostly gone down a few Lb, then it'll go up one or two, then down again. I hate it. My friend will soon be trying a Tuna Diet he heard about, and despite him knowing my past I've managed to get myself in on that diet. It apparently loses quite a bit in a fairly short time, mostly turn fat into muscle... which I worry about. I don't wanna be at all buff, just thin. Super Thin.