Sunday, February 8, 2009

drunk

Well I guess I lose a follower or two there, which kinda sucks because it means less people care about my life, ah well. It appears that it now only takes roughly four beers to get me drunk which I found out tonight, I feel horrid about the food tonight, 3 slices of pizza from Pizza Hut, 2 PB&J sammiches and a half a bowl of soup. Just horrid. I hate myself so much. But with the alchohol in me perhaps tonight I'll vomit, not by choice just through chemical. Got two friends over while I pass out in the basement, watched some Zombie flicks tonight with them. They often mention how thin I am but I still don't see it. Maybe I never will.

It sucks having this condition, always running through my head. Everytime I look at food I just think of the calories and how fat it'll make me. I'm still a size 0 which I guess is kinda good but I should be size 00, I gotta get smaller still. One day I'll get there... but who knows when... seems like forever away...

7 comments:

Rhianna said...

Believe in your self and you'll get there, Good Luck!!!

Xxx

Sarah. said...

Just so you know, im always reading, i care :)

hey.hana said...
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hey.hana said...

Something to consider with followers are the bloggers who use their blog for real life and don't want their friends see who they're following. And if they follow anonymously, it doesn't show up on their profile or your page.

And besides, it's just a number, right? ;]

Anna said...

i recently set all mine to anon just to clean up my profile, but i've started adding back the ones that blog regularily :)

so i'm still here!

One of Ana's Boys said...

Good to know there are people who check out this blog, kinda silly I guess to worry about something like that, ah well. thanks guys

Anna said...

not silly at all!

i'd worry, thats why i've been changing my blogs back when i think of it :)