Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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So and friend and I are trying to get into my house today, the sliding door is open just a bit I could get most of me but my ribcage in... so he says to stand back and he'll try since he's thinner than me. He still didn't make it but now I feel incredibly aweful. I just wanna die am I really that fat? I mean I know I'm bigger than I wanna be and I need to lose weight but I didn't think I would be getting comments on it. Well that means that I need to drop from the current 137 down to 100. My stomache has been feeling weird lately and I've at times been in some pretty good pain, I can use that as an excuse still to eat less since I do usually feel full after even the littlest bit of food. I'm gonna have to kick that up even more. Now I have a refueled need to lose weight. I think the worst part is he knows I have issues with me weight.....
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2 comments:
It was really insensitive of him to say that, thought it might not have entered his mind how it would sound to you. Hang in there, dude. You'll get there :)
O.O Ouch... That's horrible that he would say that when he knows about your weight issues. =(
Glad to see you're back though. I missed you. <3
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