Wednesday, March 31, 2010

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So and friend and I are trying to get into my house today, the sliding door is open just a bit I could get most of me but my ribcage in... so he says to stand back and he'll try since he's thinner than me. He still didn't make it but now I feel incredibly aweful. I just wanna die am I really that fat? I mean I know I'm bigger than I wanna be and I need to lose weight but I didn't think I would be getting comments on it. Well that means that I need to drop from the current 137 down to 100. My stomache has been feeling weird lately and I've at times been in some pretty good pain, I can use that as an excuse still to eat less since I do usually feel full after even the littlest bit of food. I'm gonna have to kick that up even more. Now I have a refueled need to lose weight. I think the worst part is he knows I have issues with me weight.....

2 comments:

EedeeKnows said...

It was really insensitive of him to say that, thought it might not have entered his mind how it would sound to you. Hang in there, dude. You'll get there :)

ghostmango said...

O.O Ouch... That's horrible that he would say that when he knows about your weight issues. =(

Glad to see you're back though. I missed you. <3