I just put down $100 toward my next car (1971 Datsun 240Z). I mention this to illustrate what I want I go and get no matter what I need to do for it. Now I have to make the sales, gotta be perfect nothing less.
Keeping the calories low to nothing. No weight change but no gain. Once I get myself all the way settled in here I'm gonna hop on kekwick, boost my metabolism, and knock the weight right off my bones. Perfection because I can't accept less from myself.